The Squire
I need a light. This heat has stirred my brain
And breeds from tangled silks unquiet dreams.
The wind's in the weeds. What fool would brave this night
Where stars in fistful cross a beaten sky?
What fools, it gives me jitters now to think,
Would wrap themselves in cloak-and-dagger winds
And, lamps a-flicker, stab through darkness' realm
To carve a little sovereign for their light?
And would you join me on the balcony,
Perched low, no doubt, beneath your father's gaze,
And send up smoke to kiss his royal schnoz,
Or stay behind your curtains, soft and safe?
Your loss. This leaf is rich and sweet as sin,
A cutting from Sir Eldon's private patch.
And if my master's worth a goddamn thing,
At least he showed me how to stuff a pipe.
What did your father teach you, love: your wiles?
To charm a man or girl with treacly words
And velvets, till your last decree be done,
And send the sulking suitors to the street?
Oh, hush now, princess, I'm just making light.
It's not as if you hold much love for him,
And even less the bloody man's campaigns,
Else why invite my armor by your bed?
Besides, how little help that I can give,
A pissant girl indentured to a knight
Who welcomed me with rough, inviting arms
And sent me dummy spars to keep me dumb.
I had to pick my fights with younger boys,
All blue-blood brats, so I could raise a sword.
Those thicks, of course, were picked to fumble flags
When King and Company went off to war.
I really can't complain, though, can I, dear,
For loveliness that I should oversee.
And all in all, it seems a marvelous trade:
That while they fumble cloths, I fumble lace...